Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Why is he still in my head.  whywhywhywhywhyhwywhhyyyyyyyyyyyyy 

Paul got engaged this past weekend.  I wonder what thoughts crossed his mind... is there any sliver of chance that he might have reconsidered the possibility of him being genuinely happy with a female, or the possibility of trying to look at a union of a male & a female as something extraordinary, a miracle that two people of different worlds came together through fate- in stead of a degrading  "sacrifice" of individuality.  So what if it is scary as hell, jumping off a cliff.  It's just an experience- what's so NOT worth a try?

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