Korea so far.

- NYE with my parents and dickwad. I think its the first NYE we've had in the bane of my 22 yr existance. It was alright, fatass kept trying to make inane conversation with the thickest face, as per usual. He's such an ignorant piece of shit, it'd be so obvious to anyone that i want to take the grill pan off the table and press it against his atrocious face. Either that, or he's still a fucking ASSHOLE he does it deliberately fully aware that i feel tortured.

I fucking hate him... i really fucking hate him. i hate him. i really, really,.. hate him. And I blame him. I know it's not right and that I always had, and have, a choice. I still hate him and wish he were terminally ill. And this kind of hatred- it's not like me. It's frightening.

Seeing Dad was nice... he looks relaxed and content having finally sold his business. Now he's going out to the office to get the new owner accustomed to doing his shit and keeping business going.

- NY with my aunt's family. we met out in Myoungdong, which is half way from where i'm staying and where they recently moved out to. talked at coffee bean for an hr or so, had a long dinner, and i came home with them. their place is much nicer than before- just a little big bigger but newly built so it's clean and nicely layed out.

did soem talking or rather, listening with my aunt. we're still pretty close, but the years of hardship have definitly taken a toll on her. she's a bit hard. and she talks a LOT. jesus christ, i was tryign hard not to fall asleep.

- tbc, i gotta go